Anonymous asked:
kohlweis answered:
i wish i could change my level of reliance on my parents. so like i wish i didn’t live under their roof or have to live by their rules and morals
i want to write and be published and find love and peace and be content with what i have at any given point in time
i hope to complete my homework well and get good grades and do well in school in general. the national honor society induction ceremony is in a week or so and i hope i don’t embarrass myself there
i desire affection. i miss kissing and holding hands and cuddling while watching movies. i want that, but with someone who cares. my emotions are all over the place tbh i’m very overwhelmed and burnt out with all the stress in my life and i can’t seem to focus on anything. i’m holding on by my fingertips
thank you for caring 💜
one year update:
i’m hardly ever at home between habits and friends and my own life. my parents are struggling with it more than i am. i’m the last to go so they’re holding on tighter but in a matter of months, i’ll be an adult living on my own.
i’ve had three poems published in three different magazines and am waiting on word from a chapbook contest. i’m peaceful.
i’m somewhere between 5th and 6th in my class of 60. i’m president of my school’s chapter of national honor society and completely ran this last fall’s induction ceremony. i don’t really care whether or not i embarrassed myself honestly because i’ve already left my legacy: founded my school’s gay straight alliance, established a new fund raiser for my county’s sexual assault prevention agencies, and have hopefully impacted student and staff lives for the better!
i’m swimming in love right now. nothing serious, but i’m kissing, i’m holding hands, i’m cuddling while watching burlesque on the couch with people i absolutely love. i’m still stressed. i still fall into depression that feels insurmountable. but i’m doing better, i have hope, i’ve gotten into every college i applied to so far.
i’m happy :)
Anonymous asked:
lmao nah bub it’s the blatant misogyny and lack of enough emotional depth to write songs pertaining to any subject other than women
and this another reason why i left the fucking fandom. fucking anons. fuck outta here lmao
Anonymous asked:
i guess everything they’ve ever done in their lives lead up to being donezo w them lmao i just got sick of defending them for things they knowingly did that i disagreed with? after a certain point, being gross can’t be defended as ignorance anymore u feel?? and i was literally defending these people and supporting them when the other side of my brain was critiquing them and feeling very uncomfortable with everything they were doing
viv @slovacian & i were talking abt this last night actually. ha
Anonymous asked:
sorry bub i got tired of am and tlsp and all their garbage :// i moved over to @citreign and if you want one last milex hurrah, i’ve got more than 20k words of an unfinished milex high school au in a google doc somewhere
tfw your folks replace the (perfectly serviceable!!!) old hoover with a roomba and you don’t have a god damn clue how you’re gonna fly the thing
hey ! reblog this post w your selfie tag n pronouns and I’ll make a mythology moodboard (b&w) using one of your selfies
